Alright, I just closed down the window DA was in and lost the journal entry that I just bloody wrote. So unfortunately, all my creative juices were spent on the intricate metaphors and carefully planning or subtle hints left in my messages for those of you who have hung around me for the past little while...and since those are all gone...I'm gonna have to give you the gist of that lost journal entry in rather rough shorthand.

Basically, my life is fucked, my education is fucked, some of my oldest friends have have begun to see themselves as better then me because I've started to dip into the reefer again and they wont even talk to me anymore and just when I thought nothing good could ever happen...I thought I had seen a glimmer of something spectacular that could happen. But...just like most everything else, this turned out only to be crappy...since this glimmer was me meeting one incredible girl and somehow, after hanging out with her only 3 times...I have fallen for her. Now...you may be asking why falling for an incredible girl is so shatty. A- I've heard she already has a boyfriend...and B-She would never date me...never. Fun eh?

In other news...I got some spiffy new headphones with absolutely PERFECT sound quality and head thumping bass.

Oh, and on another good note...I've found my way back here to DA after finding out someone I knew was on here (whatup Jenny Blaze ) and I'm beginning to write again

PS. You can start calling me Splinter now haha.

-SE

PPS. Requiem for a Dream is the best movie ever made, bar none. I highly recommend seeing it sober, or perhaps not...the experience changes each time

PPPS. If this journal entry seems a bit cryptic...dont worry, it seems that way to me too.